Who am i, what am i.
Guess been thinking too much these few days, trying to bring my passion back to life but there are really times where i feel time is going fast yet slow. It's all going back how they used to be as everyone in my family is circling around my second sister, mom, dad, eldest sister. There is totally no one whom understands me. Guess if i were to wiped out from the face of the earth, no one would realised that i am gone or even existed. Times have really changed and for me, it has changed for the worst. Maybe i have not realised the other door which i keep telling other people about, but well hope i find that door soon otherwise i am going to die/ kill myself.
These few days have been hectic. From passing Motherboards to swimming, it has been a pure tiring week. Haven been able to find work or anything but well just felt that it is really great taking a break. Its weird how i lose contact with all my friends, just really wonder what's wrong with me. I hope school start again soon as i don't seem to like doing nothing and think to go somewhere but don't know where. If you find these post weird, don't panic, just tag is good enough but well times changed.
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Written @ Monday, March 23, 2009