i am not sure why my whole mood suck after lunch. not because of the waiting but the reactions of people.
I was tired and lazy plus pissed(unsure). i skipped the time supposed to be with my friends in my class and well was alone thus had Siva class. Well everything just feels like what my another friend's blog(wearing a mask),i guess i am feeling the same way as what she is feeling and i hope she is much beyyer(better), it just feels like this. I feel like a piece of meat moving around feelingless(just because the feeling was too intense that it just didn't feel anymore).
I was just thinking about something in J8 just now being sober and stuff but sadly
it just didn't bother even if i was sober or drunk. it just that the loneliness just spreads to the rest of my body just like a venom or Poison.Then really off the topic, i was considering about this,
What i really want was what i was avoiding long time ago. Stupid ain't i. nurff
Labels: idiot in Disguise
Written @ Friday, May 09, 2008